I love the rainy days ...I'm walking in the rain and I like it because there I feel so much relieved ^^
I used to think that always the next day my love will reach out ...to my beloved ones ..but when he yelled at me with so much hate in his eyes the only thing that I could do was ...just don't cry in frond of him.. months later the people that in the past had told me that I would not destroy them or me finally decide to leave my side... I wish that I will no be back stabbed again by the people I love or admire..
I love the friends that I have now.. and I hope that in the future I will have the strength to support them.. I want to find the lost inspiration !feeling so empty right now!well I thought that it will be fun to be so close to him but ...I end up hurting even now myself..I am thankful that there are friends that I have in the hard times will support me because after all the meaning to live is to fight and live every day with a big smile in your face >_<
well these are some random thoughts of mine for my first post ^_^ hope it's not so boring :)
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